yes , it is :)

 It's amazing how much pain we can hold inside ourselves without anyone even knowing we are in pain . :)

yes , that's very true .

The pain that u're hold , 

can't be know by anyone if u're a good actor :)

haha ,

I'm in a great pain but no one knows it ,

maybe there are some but they don't even know how much greater it is ,

the one who hold it is more suffer than the one who just look at it ,
without do anything ,
and start make rumours about it ,

but i'm proud of it ,

why ??

coz i still can hold the pain 'till know ,

it's amazing i can move 'till this far ,

but i don't know how long i can keep this pain ,

the pain that suffer my soul ,

the pain that i don't know when it will end ,

mybe forever ??

but i'm gratefull with it ,

coz the pain show me who's the friend ,

who's not . :)

tuhan tk kan uji seseorg melebihi kemampuannya ,

I believe that words .

actually , just trying to talk in english .
i think blog is a good media to practice it :)